So sorry its been a few weeks guys… With going out of town, My mom having surgery, both jobs getting crazy, an addiction to Pretty Little Liars, and my new boyfriend… I’ve been a lil crazed here lately.. and it doesn’t look like its letting up anytime soon.

So lets talk…

Why is life so crazy? BECAUSE I LET IT BECOME SO.

We forget that we CHOOSE what happens in our day to day lives… only here’s the thing… we don’t.

I have figured this out of the last few weeks… Whatever I plan… will ultimately completely get messed up unless I put God first and make sure that my plan intersects with his.

Seriously… the most mundane things… ARE TOTALLY out of my control.. I can “Plan” an outfit… but if the universe says “No” I will ultimately get toothpaste all over myself or fall in the mud or something… because God has a sense of humor the size of Canada… maybe bigger…

Anyway, I’ve been distracted… from EVERYTHING…. I have been working so much that I realized the other day I had 4 baskets of laundry to put away… some of it since February… So I lost a lil rest time… and got it caught up…But why am I letting WORK of all things take me from being face to face with my Jesus everyday? Because I worry about bills… have faith. Because I need to make a living… have faith. Because laundry doesn’t do itself, people who are in serious pain need me, dishes don’t wash themselves, and life is coming apart at the seems… HAVE FAITH.

Faith is such a little teeny tiny word that means so much. I have to have faith that God has my back. I have to have faith that I CAN do all things through him. I have to have faith that where he is leading me is where I’m supposed to be. I have to have faith in others… and I have to be able to step out in that faith. I have to stop “Finding” my faith over and over again and start KNOWING  its there… I should be able to walk up to someone and say “let me pray for you” when I know God is telling me too… I shouldn’t be worried that person will think I’m “Crazy” , I should know that when My God is telling me to do something big or small, that if I follow that feeling, my life will be better because of it.

What is God’s plan for me? I honestly have no idea… I know that it is nothing that I planned… they aren’t even in the same state… but I’m going with his plan… because unlike me… He has never let me down…

I know this post is a lil flighty…. but my thoughts are all over the place today… Maybe yours are too… if you can get anything out of this jumble… let me know because I hope it helps you… Its helping me just by writing it. I promise to start blogging once a week again…

 

Well back to work for me yall…

Love and Hugs,

Holly Lynn ❤

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